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S6 - Episode Fourteen -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Our Family Has Not Been Broken Yet
Diagnosed Mortal #15 In this post I reflect upon art and its place in my life. I have come a long way in better understanding how art works in my life since this essay was written...I have since written my memoir, " Different Ways; Revealing the Feminine " and over the course of that project the subject of music and art in general was gone into deeply. And so I've grown. I haven't changed my mind about anything I wrote in the essay in 2017 but I feel clearer about what art do

Cile
5 days ago4 min read


S6 - Episode Thirteen -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Today I'll Buy No Sorrows
Banner photo credit: Larry Mars Diagnosed Mortal #14 In this episode I delicately dip my toe into the subject of atonement. While as a culture we tend to not blame children for insensitivity, our transgressions when young do not disappear once acted out. They lie dormant and fester and it is cold comfort as an adult to shrug off memories of misdemeanors that will not let us be simply because we know our parents or friends would have forgiven us. We don't enter the world as hu

Cile
Oct 173 min read


S6 - Episode Twelve -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Take a Look at My Life
Diagnosed Mortal #13 This Blogcast examines what it is to want to be an adult and what it really takes to leave off childish things to...

Cile
Oct 103 min read


S6 - Episode Eleven -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - It's A Beautiful Day
Diagnosed Mortal #12 This post explores the different ways the light plays upon a human being when undeniable experiences strike without...

Cile
Oct 34 min read


S6 - Episode Ten -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Living & Dying On the Take
Art credit: Gregg Segal and his art project 7 Days of Garbage Diagnosed Mortal #11 This post is about owning choices, making reparations...

Cile
Sep 263 min read


S6 - Episode Nine -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Death Phobia 101
Diagnosed Mortal #10 This post is about the consequence of not talking about difficult things. In truth, talking about things not usually...

Cile
Sep 193 min read


S6 - Episode Eight -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Divine Discipline Plus Some Change
Diagnosed Mortal #9 Death and catastrophe; portals into exploring how one might attempt to become the best human being possible. My...

Cile
Sep 123 min read


S6 - Episode Seven -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited -At Home We're Not Alone (Lost)
Diagnosed Mortal #8 This essay explores using the word lost when referring to a person who had died and just what that turn of phrase...

Cile
Sep 53 min read


S6 - Episode Seven -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited -How to Die a Lot
Diagnosed Mortal #7 This post is about how we avoid darkness and what that aversion and prejudice costs us in terms of our dying with...

Cile
Aug 293 min read


S6 - Episode Six -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Silence Of The Misfits
"The radiance falls on all of us." ~Lidia Yuknavitch Diagnosed Mortal #6 I am one week into dead girl walking and I'm getting people...

Cile
Aug 224 min read


S6 - Episode Five -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Found Alive in the Desert
Diagnosed Mortal #5 On this day, I wax poetic regarding what turned out to be a salad days redux for me at 40 years old. Who doesn't have...

Cile
Aug 152 min read


S6 - Episode Four - Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Filthy Lucre and The Scam
Diagnosed Mortal #4 Regarding money...I laugh at this now but it took me an entire lifetime to get to the joke...and that was after many...

Cile
Aug 83 min read


S6 -Episode Three - Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Pet Sounds
Shouldn't you be doing something for me right now? Diagnosed Mortal #3 How peculiar to be human beings and find ourselves in relationship...

Cile
Aug 13 min read


S6 -Episode Two -Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - All in All is All We Are
Diagnosed Mortal #2 This post is concerned with stuff. ..What is to be done with it after we die? Millions of people are confronting...

Cile
Jul 253 min read


S6 - Episode One - Diagnosed Mortal Revisited - Unfolding the Map of Tides
Diagnosed Mortal #1 Years ago, before I even settled down seriously to write my memoir, I thought I would give myself a writing...

Cile
Jul 183 min read


S5 Episode Sixteen - Conscious Living, Conscious Dying - Preparing For Death By Living a Meaningful Life Now
Picture: Macro-photography of a plant cell The process of preparing to live the life that we want to live is the real preparation for...

Cile
Jul 112 min read


S5 Episode Fifteen - Conscious Living, Conscious Dying - Death - What Happens After Death
microphoto of an onion cell by Sirichan Angkapichit In the end it is all about the love. Being a human being is a process within cycles....

Cile
Jul 42 min read


S5 Episode Fourteen - Conscious Living, Conscious Dying - Death - The Moment of Death
Picture: Macro-photography of a crystal by Dr. Robert Berdan Many of us love a mystery though perhaps not so much surprises. We are...

Cile
Jun 271 min read


S5 Episode Thirteen - Conscious Living, Conscious Dying - Death - Giving & Taking Back Energy After Death
Picture: Macro-photography of a moth wing What do we do with our feelings when a loved one dies? What about a person who has brought us...

Cile
Jun 202 min read


S5 Episode Twelve - Conscious Living, Conscious Dying - Death - Death As a Teacher & Near Death Experiences
micro-photograph of a rat neuron One of the more contentious and upsetting aspects of these teachings for many people is the tenet that...

Cile
Jun 133 min read
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