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Episode Forty Six, Some Fill With Each Good Rain
I grew up with low self esteem as did many young women of my age born in the 50's. We were sucked up into a post war mindset that...

Cile
Aug 11, 20222 min read


Episode Forty Five, Effacement
There comes a holy time in our lives when we learn the truth of ourselves. It is not usually a fun time because we are born to fuck...

Cile
Aug 8, 20222 min read


Episode Forty, Love is the Funeral Pyre
It is said when a caterpillar settles into its cocoon that the transformative process requires that the caterpillar turn into a complete...

Cile
Jul 21, 20222 min read


Episode Thirty Nine, So Many Gifts
It is said that when we are born we become a portal in time and space and within this opening pour all our gifts both light and dark. How...

Cile
Jul 18, 20222 min read


Episode Thirty Eight, That Shapes the Eye
Do you ever notice what happens to the eye when one laughs from the heart? It shines a special kind of light - a divine light, you might...

Cile
Jul 14, 20221 min read


Episode Thirty Seven, For a Single Tear
For too many life is nothing but sorrow. For others there is a choice about that. I suspect this might strike some as unfair but I don't...

Cile
Jul 11, 20223 min read


Episode Thirty Six, When I Want to Kiss God
If we are fortunate, we recognize that God is not something outside of our everyday reality but that which stirs within our bones as life...

Cile
Jul 7, 20221 min read


Episode Thirty Five, Someone Untied Your Camel
It is sometimes impossible to not be effected by the events of this world. We have come hard by our skills to navigate these challenging...

Cile
Jul 4, 20222 min read


Episode Thirty Four, What the Hell
Why not tell the world who we are - how we are - what we think - what we believe? Perhaps we have forgotten how to ask an open ended...

Cile
Jun 30, 20221 min read


Episode Thirty Two, I Hold the Lion's Paw
...And the sun and moon Sometimes argue over Who will tuck me in at night... We begin chapter four holding the lion's paw and taken by...

Cile
Jun 23, 20221 min read


Episode Thirty One, An Infant in Your Arms
What we imagine and what we expect design our reality. Our fears and phantasms fix our world in its place. Should we decide to release...

Cile
Jun 20, 20221 min read


Episode Thirty, The Ear That Was Sold to a Fish
It had never occurred to me before I studied this poem that I had ever made deals over my existence in this life. But I did step outside...

Cile
Jun 16, 20222 min read


Episode Twenty Nine, Curfews
I think if an ancient human being was magically transported into this time of the world they might go mad instantly. It would not be so...

Cile
Jun 13, 20221 min read


Episode Twenty Eight, This One is Mine
If we get to live long enough, we might have the opportunity to pick up our younger selves and lay claim to them. Many of us enter this...

Cile
Jun 9, 20222 min read


Episode Twenty Seven, A Crystal Rim
The Earth Lifts its glass to the sun And light - light Is poured... So begins this poem of Hafiz and so begins our lives before we take...

Cile
Jun 6, 20222 min read


Episode Twenty Six, To Build a Swing
I have a young granddaughter who loves to swing. My son keeps a swing set well maintained in their backyard for her. Often, when...

Cile
Jun 2, 20222 min read


Episode Twenty Five, If God Invited You To a Party
An invitation to be oneself. The authentic self. The self that others rarely see this side of a cocktail; the self that we keep under...

Cile
May 30, 20222 min read


Episode Twenty Four, Out of This Mess
I was once told, "Everything has a mouth. Everything must be fed a type of energy whether it is food or it is our precious focus." Worry...

Cile
May 26, 20223 min read


Episode Twenty Three, Against My Own Hand
The subject of healing can be a journey across a field of semantic landmines. When I was younger and learning about the language of...

Cile
May 23, 20224 min read


Episode Twenty Two, Removing the Shoe From the Temple
Self respect, "...a simple matter of etiquette," says Hafiz. There was a time when people wore hats and there were entire protocols...

Cile
May 19, 20222 min read
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