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A Little Knowledge, Part Two
Different Ways #25, Chapter 4, A Little Knowledge, Part Two The bumpy, E-ticket ride from the 50's to the 60's. My confusion and...

Cile
Dec 17, 20211 min read
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The Chiron Adventure
The original Whole Wheat Radio Crib Different Ways #21, The Chiron Adventure When I came upon a child of "Odd" - a tale of redemption. ...

Cile
Nov 30, 20212 min read
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Spirit of the Wind
Different Ways #20, Spirit of the Wind I have a reason to believe that time heals. I have felt it do this. I was so used to feeling...

Cile
Nov 26, 20213 min read
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The Sound of Silence, Part Three
Different Ways #19, Sound of Silence, Part Three The thick dark, flow of evil, violence and despair in the world exists. Am I gonna speak...

Cile
Nov 23, 20214 min read
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Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Five
Different Ways #11 Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Five Gender fluidity and imagining a better world. Where to begin? In...

Cile
Oct 26, 20213 min read
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Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Three
Different Ways #09 Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Three Thinking about how Lilith and death phobia make uncomfortable...

Cile
Oct 19, 20213 min read
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Life in Negative Space, Part Two
Making a decision regarding my feelings so I can move forward. Imaginary lovers and other phantoms are featured. Different Ways #04 Life...

Cile
Oct 1, 20213 min read
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Life in Negative Space, Part One
In this episode I define negative and share what it means to move around in time and space within one's idea of life. Different Ways #03...

Cile
Sep 28, 20214 min read
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Don’t Be Late
Diagnosed Mortal #19 In this post I reflect on an important turning point in my life. Like a soldier's war story.... I was called up at...

Cile
Sep 14, 20214 min read
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The Robber Don't Hate You
Diagnosed Mortal #18 In this episode I dive into an intensely compressed story of how I have been existing and navigating on frequencies...

Cile
Sep 10, 20212 min read
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So Fucking Special
Diagnosed Mortal #17 This is a particularly difficult bit of personal business that reared its head in unearthing what I wrote years ago....

Cile
Sep 7, 20216 min read
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Someone Called Me By My Name
Diagnosed Mortal #16 Thoughts about the wandering peoples of the world and what it might mean if everyone is really homeless. When I wrote the essay for this post I was trying to understand what Jenkinson was getting at in our being orphans and homeless....uprooted from our sense of place. I never did quite follow what he was putting down personally in this regard that summer. Reading the essay now, it seems I fell into a kind of romantic hole in my trying to process the po

Cile
Sep 3, 20213 min read
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Our Family Has Not Been Broken Yet
Diagnosed Mortal #15 In this post I reflect upon art and its place in my life. I have come a long way in better understanding how art...

Cile
Aug 31, 20214 min read
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It's a Beautiful Day
Diagnosed Mortal #12 This post explores the different ways the light plays upon a human being when undeniable experiences strike without...

Cile
Aug 20, 20214 min read
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Death Phobia 101
Diagnosed Mortal #10 This post is about the consequence of not talking about difficult things. In truth, talking about things not usually...

Cile
Aug 13, 20213 min read
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At Home we're Not Lost
Diagnosed Mortal #8 This essay explores using the word lost when referring to a person who had died and just what that turn of phrase...

Cile
Aug 6, 20213 min read
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How to Die a Lot
Diagnosed Mortal #7 This post is about how we avoid darkness and what that aversion and prejudice costs us in terms of our dying with...

Cile
Aug 3, 20213 min read
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Silence of the Misfits
"The radiance falls on all of us." ~Lidia Yuknavitch Diagnosed Mortal #6 I am one week into dead girl walking and I'm getting people...

Cile
Jul 30, 20214 min read
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Filthy Lucre and The Scam
Diagnosed Mortal #4 Regarding money...I laugh at this now but it took me an entire lifetime to get to the joke...and that was after many...

Cile
Jul 23, 20213 min read
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Pet Sounds
Shouldn't you be doing something for me right now? Diagnosed Mortal #3 How peculiar to be human beings and find ourselves in relationship...

Cile
Jul 20, 20213 min read
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