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Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Three
Different Ways #09 Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Three Thinking about how Lilith and death phobia make uncomfortable...

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Oct 18, 20213 min read


Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Two
Different Ways #08 Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part Two Calling forth our inner Lilith. Why bother? One might ask this. I...

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Oct 14, 20213 min read


Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part One
Berthold Woltze, The Irritating Gentleman, 1874 Different Ways #07 Lilith and the Nature of Negative Space, Part One There was a trend...

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Oct 11, 20213 min read


Life In Negative Space, Part Four
Different Ways #06 Life in Negative Space, Part Four In this episode I face the dark night of my soul....Taking a few steps back from a...

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Oct 7, 20212 min read


Life In Negative Space, Part Three
Different Ways #05 Life in Negative Space, Part Three When a mind goes a wandering... Shame and making mistakes are two of the hardest...

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Oct 4, 20213 min read


Life in Negative Space, Part Two
Making a decision regarding my feelings so I can move forward. Imaginary lovers and other phantoms are featured. Different Ways #04 Life...

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Sep 30, 20213 min read


Life in Negative Space, Part One
In this episode I define negative and share what it means to move around in time and space within one's idea of life. Different Ways #03...

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Sep 27, 20214 min read


Born this Way
In this post I explore what kind of differences arise when planned babies are born and raised to live as desired humans. This picture...

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Sep 23, 20214 min read


Behind the Lines
In trying to consider where I might pick up my string of Blogcasts after finishing the ‘Diagnosed Mortal’ series, I decided I would...

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Sep 20, 20215 min read


Make Haste to Your Funeral
Diagnosed Mortal #20 This is the last hurrah as I end this series. I reflect upon my experience writing these essays and think aloud...

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Sep 16, 20212 min read


Don’t Be Late
Diagnosed Mortal #19 In this post I reflect on an important turning point in my life. Like a soldier's war story.... I was called up at...

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Sep 13, 20214 min read


The Robber Don't Hate You
Diagnosed Mortal #18 In this episode I dive into an intensely compressed story of how I have been existing and navigating on frequencies...

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Sep 9, 20212 min read


So Fucking Special
Diagnosed Mortal #17 This is a particularly difficult bit of personal business that reared its head in unearthing what I wrote years ago....

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Sep 6, 20216 min read


Someone Called Me By My Name
Diagnosed Mortal #16 Thoughts about the wandering peoples of the world and what it might mean if everyone is really homeless. When I wrote the essay for this post I was trying to understand what Jenkinson was getting at in our being orphans and homeless....uprooted from our sense of place. I never did quite follow what he was putting down personally in this regard that summer. Reading the essay now, it seems I fell into a kind of romantic hole in my trying to process the po

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Sep 2, 20213 min read


Our Family Has Not Been Broken Yet
Diagnosed Mortal #15 In this post I reflect upon art and its place in my life. I have come a long way in better understanding how art...

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Aug 30, 20214 min read


Today I'll Buy No Sorrows
Banner photo credit: Larry Mars Diagnosed Mortal #14 In this episode I delicately dip my toe into the subject of atonement. While as a...

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Aug 26, 20213 min read


Take a Look at My Life
Diagnosed Mortal #13 This Blogcast examines what it is to want to be an adult and what it really takes to leave off childish things to...

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Aug 23, 20213 min read


It's a Beautiful Day
Diagnosed Mortal #12 This post explores the different ways the light plays upon a human being when undeniable experiences strike without...

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Aug 19, 20214 min read


Living & Dying On the Take
Art credit: Gregg Segal and his art project 7 Days of Garbage Diagnosed Mortal #11 This post is about owning choices, making reparations...

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Aug 16, 20213 min read


Death Phobia 101
Diagnosed Mortal #10 This post is about the consequence of not talking about difficult things. In truth, talking about things not usually...

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Aug 12, 20213 min read
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