The Alchemy of Saturn Said Jupiter
The Big Love. My mother, my ally. She didn't look the heroine. She didn't do grand things in a dramatic way. She didn't make or seek...
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Cile
- Mar 1, 2022
- 3 min
Belonging
Sometimes belonging is part of the plan; sometimes it is not. Sometimes it is necessary to be outside of the fold and there can be a...
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Cile
- Feb 25, 2022
- 2 min
Sixteen tons, Part Two
I always seem to get much of what I want when I want the things that won't pull me all the way under by preying on my more fragile...
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Cile
- Feb 22, 2022
- 2 min
Sixteen Tons, Part One
In this country, the way I was raised, work was the measure of a person. I'm first generation born American. We came here for the work. I...
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Cile
- Feb 18, 2022
- 2 min
Landslide, Part Two
My father's arrival in my life precipitated an unraveling. I associated it with him then but I know now that this is just the way of...
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Cile
- Feb 15, 2022
- 2 min
Landslide, Part One
Was I ever really distanced from my Pop? It is hard to say. I wish I would have tried harder to get some answers from him when I had the...
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Cile
- Feb 8, 2022
- 3 min
The Beehive, Part One
Towards a Poor Theatre by Jerzy Grotowski Pulling lives through the eye of a needle. I don't believe life was meant to be punitive. That...
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Cile
- Feb 4, 2022
- 3 min
Running Out of Sand, Part Two
The scope of a life doesn't even show up to be welcomed and appreciated until a person logs in some age. The inherent vibrations of one's...
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Cile
- Feb 1, 2022
- 2 min
Running Out of Sand, Part One
"Spiderwoman" Painting by Frank James Arenal Pick a fear, any fear. Sometimes finding the self involves recognizing the fire, walking...
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Cile
- Jan 28, 2022
- 2 min
I'm Still Standing
We make decisions everyday. So many decisions...I made the decision to ask for my children back to start over in California. The odds of...
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Cile
- Jan 25, 2022
- 4 min
Everybody's Got a Laughing Place
Still from the video of All the Good Girls to Hell by Billie Ellish “...Who asked you to chat up the Tar-Baby? And who stuck you up the...
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Cile
- Jan 21, 2022
- 3 min
The Crack in the Glass, Part Two
Disco the last resort for homicidal maniacs. I set out on my run away from the threat of domestication with the idea that I was saving...
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Cile
- Jan 18, 2022
- 2 min
The Crack in the Glass, Part One
I'm my father's daughter whether he was in my life physically or not. I came by abandoning honestly. I inherited the issue by the...
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Cile
- Jan 11, 2022
- 3 min
I Will Posses Your Heart
The 70's. When everything but common sense, conscience and moral fiber worked according to the manufacturer's specifications. "I didn't...
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Cile
- Jan 7, 2022
- 3 min
The Sky is Falling
Image credit Pixiewinks Wineskins 101. What of guidance and angels and reassurance from energies beyond what we perceive? I can't speak...
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Cile
- Jan 4, 2022
- 2 min
Icarus
Photo by Larry Mars Weather Report Last Sunday the earth moved in and whispered a secret into the moon’s left ear. Did you hear? The Sun,...
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Cile
- Dec 31, 2021
- 5 min
Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
Photo by Larry Mars Different Ways #30, Chapter 8, Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes ..."my time was running wild, a million dead-end streets and Every...
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Cile
- Dec 24, 2021
- 3 min
Behind the Mask
Different Ways #28, Chapter 6, Behind the Mask Middle school, also known as Junior High school by some. There are few things more awkward...
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Cile
- Dec 21, 2021
- 3 min
On a Blanket With My Baby
Different Ways #27, Chapter 5, On a Blanket With My Baby *********************** I look at his picture and I'm reminded of an aspect of...
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Cile
- Dec 17, 2021
- 1 min
A Little Knowledge, Part Two
Different Ways #25, Chapter 4, A Little Knowledge, Part Two The bumpy, E-ticket ride from the 50's to the 60's. My confusion and...
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