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The Alchemy of Saturn Said Jupiter
The Big Love. My mother, my ally. She didn't look the heroine. She didn't do grand things in a dramatic way. She didn't make or seek...

Cile
Mar 4, 20223 min read
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Sixteen tons, Part Two
I always seem to get much of what I want when I want the things that won't pull me all the way under by preying on my more fragile...

Cile
Feb 25, 20222 min read
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Sixteen Tons, Part One
In this country, the way I was raised, work was the measure of a person. I'm first generation born American. We came here for the work. I...

Cile
Feb 22, 20222 min read
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Landslide, Part Two
My father's arrival in my life precipitated an unraveling. I associated it with him then but I know now that this is just the way of...

Cile
Feb 18, 20222 min read
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Landslide, Part One
Was I ever really distanced from my Pop? It is hard to say. I wish I would have tried harder to get some answers from him when I had the...

Cile
Feb 15, 20222 min read
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The Beehive, Part One
Towards a Poor Theatre by Jerzy Grotowski Pulling lives through the eye of a needle. I don't believe life was meant to be punitive. That...

Cile
Feb 8, 20223 min read
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Running Out of Sand, Part Two
The scope of a life doesn't even show up to be welcomed and appreciated until a person logs in some age. The inherent vibrations of one's...

Cile
Feb 4, 20223 min read
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Running Out of Sand, Part One
"Spiderwoman" Painting by Frank James Arenal Pick a fear, any fear. Sometimes finding the self involves recognizing the fire, walking...

Cile
Feb 1, 20222 min read
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I'm Still Standing
We make decisions everyday. So many decisions...I made the decision to ask for my children back to start over in California. The odds of...

Cile
Jan 28, 20222 min read
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Everybody's Got a Laughing Place
Still from the video of All the Good Girls to Hell by Billie Ellish “...Who asked you to chat up the Tar-Baby? And who stuck you up the...

Cile
Jan 25, 20224 min read
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The Crack in the Glass, Part Two
Disco the last resort for homicidal maniacs. I set out on my run away from the threat of domestication with the idea that I was saving...

Cile
Jan 21, 20223 min read
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The Crack in the Glass, Part One
I'm my father's daughter whether he was in my life physically or not. I came by abandoning honestly. I inherited the issue by the...

Cile
Jan 18, 20222 min read
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I Will Posses Your Heart
The 70's. When everything but common sense, conscience and moral fiber worked according to the manufacturer's specifications. "I didn't...

Cile
Jan 11, 20223 min read
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The Sky is Falling
Image credit Pixiewinks Wineskins 101. What of guidance and angels and reassurance from energies beyond what we perceive? I can't speak...

Cile
Jan 7, 20223 min read
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Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
Photo by Larry Mars Different Ways #30, Chapter 8, Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes ..."my time was running wild, a million dead-end streets and Every...

Cile
Dec 31, 20215 min read
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Behind the Mask
Different Ways #28, Chapter 6, Behind the Mask Middle school, also known as Junior High school by some. There are few things more awkward...

Cile
Dec 24, 20213 min read
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On a Blanket With My Baby
Different Ways #27, Chapter 5, On a Blanket With My Baby *********************** I look at his picture and I'm reminded of an aspect of...

Cile
Dec 21, 20213 min read
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A Little Knowledge, Part Two
Different Ways #25, Chapter 4, A Little Knowledge, Part Two The bumpy, E-ticket ride from the 50's to the 60's. My confusion and...

Cile
Dec 17, 20211 min read
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